May 2012
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May 11th
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May 7th
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April 2012
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“Blessed are those who have no misfortune, for they have counted it all joy.”
Apr 25th
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“in spite of all our communication technology, no invention is as effective as...”
– [episode four. touch].
Apr 15th
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[#touch. episode four. had me in tears, again].
Apr 15th
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Apr 14th
Just recently, I started doing a daily quiet time/meditation, scheduled in my calendar everyday, at least fifteen minutes but whatever the spirit calls for. I’m more refreshed after it’s over than any other time in my day. I read a scripture, pray, then, simply, I’m quiet, waiting, and the renewal comes. Thought I could be doing it wrong originally, but then I remembered that God...
Apr 10th
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Apr 9th
Apr 9th
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Apr 9th
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Rrrrr.
This feels like a strange yet somber horror film, a la Zombieland, my entire body is under the covers, the industrial soul piercing fire alarm is screeching and flashing like paparazzi and I have my headphones on attempting to hide….blasting Elton John’s greatest hits, starting with ‘goodbye yellow brick road’. That, or this is my ending scene of a personal titanic. Sigh,...
Apr 5th
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and in other news..
so, i saw ‘the hunger games’ last night and it wasn’t that great. way too much compacted into 2.5 hrs. i didn’t read the book but i hope my 10+ friends who are, like what they get. honestly. this movie, tho, had almost the compaction of ‘red tails’ but at least that movie was necessary. the hunger games: Rue was AMAZING. [great enough for me to suggest it]. ...
Apr 4th
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on the subject of lgbt and telling / not telling.
i feel people should be whatever they want to be, choice or not. [my liberal side]. the part i’ve never understood, tho, is why anyone would want to tell their guardian who they want to have sex with. [the complication]. i just don’t understand why that’s appropriate.. or even matters. [my heavier conservative side]. if, then, it’s not about who you like to have sex with...
Apr 4th
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Apr 4th
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Apr 1st
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“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your...”
– (by: Franz Kafka:via weedbrain)
Apr 1st
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March 2012
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[i wanted to tell you all that my new favorite show is ‘touch’ with clip added but the clip won’t post without autoplaying and it doesn’t sound that great with ‘the blossom of parting’. *sigh*].
Mar 31st
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i grew up thinking that life would look like new...
Mar 25th
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[a picture taken tonight of my eldest brother, Blu, about to play the Jam Session after the Herbie Hancock concerts in chapel hill. he’s in the background on the sax. the one who gave me ‘metamorphosen’ and also introduced me to jazz. the one who asked me to join band in middle school in order ‘learn soprano sax so that we could do duets’..and that was my plan...
Mar 23rd
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Listen[‘the blossom of parting’ performed by...
Mar 23rd
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Mar 23rd
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“i don’t know how to grow up. i only know how to act like it, a little bit....”
Mar 21st
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"...you know the noise. the noise.. it's LOUD. you...
-Lady GaGa.
Mar 20th
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childish.
ever since forever i’ve known that my life would be complicated. since even when things were the easiest and farthest from complicated. but then, i have to think, was it destined that i would be around things so complex, or was it that, through thought, i. made. my. destiny. ?
Mar 18th
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"you will find everything that you're looking...
..but rarely what you’re wanting for tho, it takes much more than a thought. just as rarely will something find you that didn’t know it was wanting or looking for you.”
Mar 17th
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last night i had a nightmare. one so bad that i woke up insanely stressed. but, all i could remember was the thing coming out of a room, out of a door that i was trying to keep shut. finally as someone came to help, they asked ‘what type of creature is this?’ i said, ‘…..it is a spirit’. and, we tried ever more strenuously to keep that door shut.
Mar 17th
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thoughts.
so i just realized that so many people are obsessed with astrology and so many people believe in the big bang.. which the two overlap too much for how impossible the two ideas can be held at the same time. probably thinking of this because i finally found a mural that i randomly saw the other day while i was riding the bus, can’t even remember where to, but i could remember “philip...
Mar 17th
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Mar 17th
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Mar 10th
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Mar 6th
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Mar 1st
February 2012
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Feb 28th
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drop a dime.
new video from my bro and his band. i love the way it looks, i just have no idea what it’s about. lol. when asked for an explanation he says: ‘Next Level’. exactly.
Feb 28th
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just as much as i thought that last picture was...
Feb 28th
January 2012
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Jan 22nd
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Jan 18th
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Him: when was the last time you had breakfast in bed..
Her: ..never.
Jan 6th
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Jan 6th
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December 2011
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Dec 31st
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i grew up not listening to the lyrics to songs...
[completely vulnerable because that is the only way to love, the only way to live].
Dec 23rd
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[me neither.. i have to remember to not eat right before i pass either or it’s that much worse.] “I only sleep on my stomach or my side because if I sleep on my back I’ll have lucid dreams. me no like lucid dreaming.)” (via frankocean)
Dec 22nd
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Dec 20th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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i don’t like making friends because the last thing i want is to lose one. i guess i kept busy for so many years because i didn’t want to fall in love. the one thing on earth that i want. because it can hurt so bad until you figure it out. whenever that is. so i want to get back to work, this year off has shown me so much. but now, the reason i want to work, to be busy, feels like a...
Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 10th
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Dec 7th
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“There is no fear in love; perfect love drives out all fear.” (1 John 4:18 TEV)”
Dec 6th
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