May 2012
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April 2012
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“Blessed are those who have no misfortune, for they have counted it all joy.”
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“in spite of all our communication technology, no invention is as effective as...”
– [episode four. touch].
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[#touch. episode four. had me in tears, again].
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Just recently, I started doing a daily quiet time/meditation, scheduled in my calendar everyday, at least fifteen minutes but whatever the spirit calls for. I’m more refreshed after it’s over than any other time in my day. I read a scripture, pray, then, simply, I’m quiet, waiting, and the renewal comes. Thought I could be doing it wrong originally, but then I remembered that God...
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Rrrrr.
This feels like a strange yet somber horror film, a la Zombieland, my entire body is under the covers, the industrial soul piercing fire alarm is screeching and flashing like paparazzi and I have my headphones on attempting to hide….blasting Elton John’s greatest hits, starting with ‘goodbye yellow brick road’. That, or this is my ending scene of a personal titanic.
Sigh,...
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and in other news..
so, i saw ‘the hunger games’ last night and it wasn’t that great. way too much compacted into 2.5 hrs. i didn’t read the book but i hope my 10+ friends who are, like what they get. honestly. this movie, tho, had almost the compaction of ‘red tails’ but at least that movie was necessary.
the hunger games:
Rue was AMAZING. [great enough for me to suggest it].
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on the subject of lgbt and telling / not telling.
i feel people should be whatever they want to be, choice or not. [my liberal side].
the part i’ve never understood, tho, is why anyone would want to tell their guardian who they want to have sex with. [the complication].
i just don’t understand why that’s appropriate.. or even matters. [my heavier conservative side].
if, then, it’s not about who you like to have sex with...
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“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your...”
– (by: Franz Kafka:via weedbrain)
March 2012
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[i wanted to tell you all that my new favorite show is ‘touch’ with clip added but the clip won’t post without autoplaying and it doesn’t sound that great with ‘the blossom of parting’. *sigh*].
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i grew up thinking that life would look like new...
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[a picture taken tonight of my eldest brother, Blu, about to play the Jam Session after the Herbie Hancock concerts in chapel hill. he’s in the background on the sax. the one who gave me ‘metamorphosen’ and also introduced me to jazz. the one who asked me to join band in middle school in order ‘learn soprano sax so that we could do duets’..and that was my plan...
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[‘the blossom of parting’ performed by...
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“i don’t know how to grow up. i only know how to act like it, a little bit....”
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"...you know the noise. the noise.. it's LOUD. you...
-Lady GaGa.
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childish.
ever since forever i’ve known that my life would be complicated. since even when things were the easiest and farthest from complicated. but then, i have to think, was it destined that i would be around things so complex, or was it that, through thought, i. made. my. destiny. ?
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"you will find everything that you're looking...
..but rarely what you’re wanting for tho, it takes much more than a thought. just as rarely will something find you that didn’t know it was wanting or looking for you.”
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last night i had a nightmare. one so bad that i woke up insanely stressed. but, all i could remember was the thing coming out of a room, out of a door that i was trying to keep shut. finally as someone came to help, they asked ‘what type of creature is this?’ i said, ‘…..it is a spirit’. and, we tried ever more strenuously to keep that door shut.
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thoughts.
so i just realized that so many people are obsessed with astrology and so many people believe in the big bang.. which the two overlap too much for how impossible the two ideas can be held at the same time.
probably thinking of this because i finally found a mural that i randomly saw the other day while i was riding the bus, can’t even remember where to, but i could remember “philip...
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February 2012
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drop a dime.
new video from my bro and his band. i love the way it looks, i just have no idea what it’s about. lol. when asked for an explanation he says:
‘Next Level’.
exactly.
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just as much as i thought that last picture was...
January 2012
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Him: when was the last time you had breakfast in bed..
Her: ..never.
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December 2011
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i grew up not listening to the lyrics to songs...
[completely vulnerable because that is the only way to love, the only way to live].
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[me neither.. i have to remember to not eat right before i pass either or it’s that much worse.]
“I only sleep on my stomach or my side because if I sleep on my back I’ll have lucid dreams. me no like lucid dreaming.)”
(via frankocean)
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i don’t like making friends because the last thing i want is to lose one.
i guess i kept busy for so many years because i didn’t want to fall in love. the one thing on earth that i want. because it can hurt so bad until you figure it out. whenever that is.
so i want to get back to work, this year off has shown me so much. but now, the reason i want to work, to be busy, feels like a...
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“There is no fear in love; perfect love drives out all fear.” (1 John 4:18 TEV)”